Afternoon delight
Here it is.... a beautiful sunday afternoon. I just got in from the pool. I didn't swim but, just read the paper. Of course, it wouldn't be the same without a couple of Heinekins! The weather is getting warmer and I long for those summer days. I went for a hike this morning and there were so many cars, I had to go to a different spot! Which turned out to be a great journey. I love Sundays, especially spring and summer. I took a cool shower and am going to BBQ in a few. My dog lies on the cool ground outside my bedroom door which leads only feet away from the pool. I love my home. Quiet. However, I need company, to distract me. I am feeling a bit restless alone. At the same time I get excited and yearn to feel a body next to me. I am shy to go out. I am not sure why? Is it because I spent most of my youth in bars and clubs and now that I have grown up a bit, I am tired by the scene. How is it that you can't find people or new friends shopping or at the movies, or at the post office, or...... At some point I am going to have to make the plunge and get back out there, I know it. I am just trying really hard to get up the gusto to do it. My friends say I am pretty cutIe, They think I am funny, they say I'm a catch....So, what gives? DO I look in the mirror and say MY GOD! Lose a few pounds will ya? DO I look in the mirror and say MY GOD is that a pimple? Do I look in the mirror and say MY GOD get off your butt and go out! Yep I do, but, do I? Nope. But, then I think of the day Ihad today and it all comes together. How much closer to fine has this afternoon been. Just Delightful.
